This past week/week and a half has been so nutty. I moved out my apartment into a temporary sublet. It's not even funny how much I miss my old place. Don't get me wrong the new apartment is nice and has AIR CONDITIONING (hallelujah!) but I miss the comfort of my old place. I lived there for two years and it just felt like it was mine, ya know? And I can't help but miss it. It was so nice and comfortable and I was so used to it and this place is new and unfamilar and since its just a sublet it doesn't feel like mine and it's not decorated. In fact all my stuff is pretty much in boxes and bags still which is super fun. Obviously I love that so much...not.
I had to move out in a major hurry because I had to fly home when my aunt passed away unexpectedly. She was recently diagnosed with lung cancer and had a freak allergic reaction to the chemotherapy she was starting and instantly went into cardiac arrest. I'm still devasted and in complete shock by it. I was very, very close to her and it's just so hard to take in and accept still. I think it still almost doesn't feel real to me that she's gone. Life is sad sometimes but I have to look at the brightside and at least she didn't have to suffer long with the pain that is lung cancer. I think it's good to try and find a silver lining in everything and that's my silver lining in her case at least. She's free from suffering.
I also started a new job...eeeeek! It's just temporary for now but I'm working as a salesperson for a company I love and adore. I have a bit of a commute to Santa Monica but it's so worth it. I love my department and my coworkers so far and it's just a fun and great environment to be in. Although I want to spend all of my paycheck there which is soooo not good. Actually today, super awkward, I was helping someone with some sunglasses and he put them on hold and then later came back but I was busy and couldn't help him. I just happened to walk by for a second though and saw him and was like "oh great, you came back for your sunnies" and then did a total double take like OMG I did not just say "sunnies" in front of this like 40 year old man who am I??? And it was awkward and I made an awkward joke about loving abbreviations and then slunk away embarrassed. Because I do. Love abbreviations that is. I abbreviate literally everything. My friends make fun of me for it but I think they secretly love it. It's just so fun and I get a kick out of it. And it's become second nature now for me to say "sunnies" or "tots" or "whatevs". It's just how I speak now. And I think little quirks are funny and cute anyways so who cares.
Anddddd now I'm off to finish this episode of Chuck which I've been marathoning through because I'm obsessed with this show. It's so freaking good. If you don't watch it, check check check it out cause it's amazeballs. And pass out. Cause I had the brilliant idea to wear my Rag & Bone booties alllll day at work today and my feet are sorta killing me and I had a super long day so I'm about ready to PTFO!
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